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I honestly hate it when someone tries to control my life or drive me into a different direction. It doesn’t matter who you are or what’s your place in my life. Yes, you’re important to me, got it? But that doesn’t mean you can control my life. It doesn’t give you the right to decide what I want to do, what I do, who I’m friends with, who I like or dislike, generally it doesn’t give you the right to block my choices. I know you want to try to help me or warn me about stuff but the thing is though, I want to make my own mistakes. I’d like to have my own regrets that I made, not someone else. I like to realize things by myself. I know it’s hard to understand, but telling me that I can’t be friends with this person, or I can’t do this…etc, doesn’t make me see anything about it. It just makes me annoyed. If I fall, let me fall. I can stand up right after. I’m old enough to know what’s right and what’s not. Please let me live the way I want, it’s my life after all. I should be able to decide what I do with it.
Lately I’ve been feeling like my blog went from a place for me to feel better to a place where it’s just there. I don’t blog as much as I did before. I can’t say anything without someone criticizing me for something how I feel. I can’t blog about my problem directly without someone shoving their opinion that I didn’t ask for. I can’t be mad without being called butthurt. I can’t say if I’m sad or I’ll be called a depressed fuck or an attention seeker. There’s honestly nothing for me to say anymore. What the fuck do you people want from me? I’m only human, I get butthurt over some things, I get sad, and other things too. But the one thing I don’t need is for you to judge me about what I feel.
Humans are incredible. They are able to understand a loss and its finality yet are also able to walk healing from it. They discover that while everyone is different and irreplaceable, no one is meant to be alone for long. If what the Bible said is to be true, everyone yearns and needs someone. They are not given a choice in choosing that someone, but rather given a choice in loving that someone. The choice makes all the difference.
Its very sad how this stupid question automatically labels you as “In a relationship”. What happened to handmade love letters. What happened to romance and originality. What happened to love. I miss the days when guys actually took an effort to make their girl happy. I miss the days when someone said “I love you” and it meant everything. Love letters turned into cute texts and relationships turned into ‘talking’. Sad what our generation had come to.
LOL DUDE, I don’t even like replying to your boring ass texts. Whenever you text me up and I reply all you say is, “Lol”, “yeah,” “:)”, “Cool”, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO RESPOND TO THOSE?. Why would I even want to start up a conversation with you?
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If you think back to like, 1-3 months ago and remember any challenges for tumblr you did or even just thought about at least 5 people who meant a lot to you, you’d realize that in just that short amount of time that past, some of those people faded off your list.
It’s weird, isn’t it? You always think, "Those people are important to me, I won’t let our friendship die and I won’t fuck it up." But even in the end, shit happened and then your relationship with that person goes back to where it started. As strangers.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Every day that passes, I find more that I don’t like where I am. I don’t know what I want to be because I’m not particularly good at any subject. I love the friends I currently have, but I want more. I want a somebody who makes me feel happy. Someone who makes me feel giddy and nervous but at the same time calm and comfortable. Even though I want all this, I can’t find that somebody. there’s no one special in my eyes. It’s like I’m kinda tired to waking up every day to nothing. Kinda tired doing the same things every day too :/ I have good grades, I have a satisfactory social life, I have the funniest and caring friends, but it’s like I don’t even know what I have yet. I just don’t know what’s wrong with me.