Katn: Damn, when I read her posts, I can relate to her. Somtimes i wanna ask her if she’s okay & talk to her, but I don’t feel like I have the right to ask & just end up hoping she WILL be okay. KEEP BLOGGING =)
KPop secrets!: LOL, I love this site. Even though it’s all opinion about kpop. I love seeing people go batshit crazy over crap. C’Mon people, we’re all pree much one big fandom. Stop hating on bands if you don’t like your band being hated on. =)
Day Five - Three events that made you who you are today.
grade 7: when I had a huge drama thing. Made me realize be careful of who you trust & don’t gossip. It just keeps you in shit no matter what. yup, I was once a gossiping chick. I learned my lesson though. Karma will bite you in the ass, hard. So be nice.
Grade 8: when I fell in love with someone & ended up getting betrayed by someone I thought wouldn’t hurt me. Made me realize to be REALLY careful of who you trust and no matter what, someone will hurt you out there even if they promise you they won’t. Whether it’s intentional or on purpose, they’ll still end up hurting you. You just have to decide who’s worth the pain. This was definitely not worth it.
Grade 9: I fell in love with a guy but was too insecure to trust him. I let fear knock down my self-security. I ended up losing him. I miss him very much & I wished he held on just a little longer. Sometimes I can’t decide whether to try again, but stop myself because I don’t know what he wants. I don’t know if he wants me out of his life for good, or does he miss me as much as I miss him. He was the someone who was on the end of my red string. But I cut our string out of fear of being hurt. It makes me realize that I have to get over being this insecure. Because no matter what, someone will try to break down my walls & eventually get into my heart. I have to be prepared to either fall in love, or get hurt.
Day one - Seven things about yourself Day two - Six colours that you like & something interesting about them. Day three - Five inspirations in your life. Day four - Four blogs that you really like. Day Five - Three events that made you who you are today. Day six - Two people you can count on for sure. Day seven - One wish.
I don’t even know who you are anymore. You know who you were? You were my best friend that I cared most about. Now, you’re always stabbing at my feelings and making me feel hurt. I don’t know if you’re playing stupid and trying to rub it in my face, but please stop. Smarten up before karma comes around and bites you in the ass, hard. i’m SICK and TIRED about hearing the same shit from you. I don’t give two cents about all those people you talk about. Seriously. You always said you wouldn’t do that again. But do you realize you’re doing it? AGAIN? It’s always going to be the same with you. I just realized that you don’t give a shit about me. Do you know how I feel? You’re the very reason that I can’t date anyone. That I don’t trust anyone. You took advantage of my trust and messed it up. You make me feel second place, no matter what, and no matter to who, I’ll always be second place. And the worst of it? It’s like you know how I feel, yet, you keep making it worse.
You were once a stranger who turned into my best friend. But you know what? You’re slowly fading back into a stranger.
Just because of the things you hear about me, you think you can go around and talk like you know me? What I have done in the past were my decisions. Karma has bit me in the ass and I’ve regretted a lot of things, but most importantly, I’ve learned from my mistakes. So stop going around talking like you know what’s going inside my head. You know my name, not my story.
I always wonder about when people say they’re willing to swallow their pride for love.
I read posts about people who say they’re willing to get down on their knees and beg to keep someone who’s trying to walk out. I never know if it’s true because they haven’t done that & it’s all just words. I read posts saying how peopee should just throw away your pride and what not. Well for me, i have a lot of pride. It’s hard for me to humiliate myself for someone else. Maybe it’s because I haven’t met that person who I can’t let go forreals. I haven’t met that person who makes me a love sick fool. I’d like to see people who are all about, "Swallow your pride" find that person that makes them different and throw away their pride to keep them. It’s harder than you think to admit that you’re still in love with someone who already moved on. It’s harder than you think to make someone stay when they’re trying to leave. It’s harder than you think to stay strong to prove you’re okay when you really aren’t.
It's amazing how that one person can make you vulnerable.
You have that one person who you feel the need to talk to every minute of the day, even if it’s just simple replies. That person who has that ability to change your emotions with just a few words. You got that person who changed you when you were once so strong. You know that person? That person who made you care.
I believe that trust is the most important thing in life.
`cause without it, you don’t have anything. But i hate it when someone comes along and takes advantage of my trust & messes it up. They make it so I have a reason to not trust anyone. Then when a nice guy comes along & treats me well, I’ll be too scared to give him my trust and end up pushing him away.
They walk into your life and form a type of relationship with you. They act like they care, and act like they’re here to stay forever. And then one day, they walk out of your life leaving you with such great memories you can’t forget. They leave you wondering, what did you do wrong?
Found you through a friend. Its tumblr xD, obviously you would read. the first page at least.
Hope you dont mind ppl following you from Vancouver xP. Seems like you gone through alot too... best wishes ^_^.
Haha! That’s completely cool with me ;) Thanks for the follow ~ (: Best wishes to you too!