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Have you ever felt so low? Aren’t you tired of all this crap going on? Don’t you feel numb?
Do you feel as if you have nothing left to hold onto, nothing left to smile for. Being told you don’t own up to what you want to be, doesn’t it make you just feel so damn useless?
Told that you’re ugly, and you won’t be loved, or being told you aren’t smart enough. That you aren’t enough for them.
Expecting things that won’t happen. Wishing for shit that won’t ever come true, believing things that are just lies?
Always being pushed down, always being so naive and gullible. When smiling beings to take effort. You have to wonder, what did you do wrong?
Well let me tell you, you didn’t do anything wrong. You don’t have to feel so low for anyone. You’ll find new things to hold onto and smile for yourself. No one is perfect and you can become what you want in time. Being you is enough for the world and you don’t need to feel useless.
The people who are looking down on you and picking on your attributes, you have to ask them, do they have the right to do that? Do you believe them? Don’t.
They’re wrong. Feel beautiful, and you are. You’ll always be loved and the ones that don’t love you, are the ones missing out. Everyone is smart, they have common sense. The ones that tell you you’re stupid, must be stupid them self. Being yourself is enough for You, you don’t need to be enough in someone Else’s life.
Expecting things are good. It means you have values. Wishing means you have hope. Believing means you are living.
The people who push you down are teaching you a lesson. They are teaching you that each time they push you down, you have to get up and move on. Being naive and gullible isn’t bad. It means you’re innocent and you’re trusting. Believing lies are okay. You’ll find out eventually and move on.
And believe me, smiling doesn’t need to take effort, just find someone who knows how much you’re worth and will take all their effort and make you smile like it was the simplest thing in the world.
The people who make you feel worthless though, don’t desereve to play a part in your life. The ones that make you feel bad inside and make you cry all the time with their words, don’t need to be in your life. The ones that make damage your self-esteem for a joke and their pride, can just walk away. Or better yet, you walk away.
Because they should know that those “jokes” aren’t funny. Their pride? It’s still gone even when they win. Winning doesn’t mean anything when you’ve hurt someone that was your friend. Because now, they don’t have you anymore. And no matter what they do to make it up, they can’t heal the scars that they’ve left in the first place.
Just remember, the people in your life, you can decide whether they stay or not. The people in your life, should be the ones that make you feel good and happy. The ones in your life, should be the ones that will do anything for you because they care.
& the people that don’t do that, just shut them out and move on with the people who can do those things.
Live for yourself, and when you find someone who’s worth it all, live for them.